Being romantic is not an innate thing.
It means to have the heart to want to put effort to display love in your actions/gestures.
Or perhaps, I have too high an expectation that everyone should think like me.
Pot of Gold at the end of the Rainbow
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
UPDATES!
Just felt like posting some updates :)
1. Had a good trip to BKK with BF and my awesome uni people :)
Full of non-stop shopping and walking which left me rather fatigue for the rest of the week.
Loved and enjoyed the time away from work, though and simply spending all my time with my dear boyfriend who really took great care of me throughout the trip :)
2. Work is becoming kind of depressing. I am trying to find the meaning of my work right now.
Want to work for a good meaning. Want to work so that I can make God proud :)
3. Night safari with boyfriend for the 1st time :)
Had tuition prior to that and my fatigue hit me real bad that I had to head to boyfriend's place to nap before we could set off to the Night Safari.
The whole experience there with boyfriend was awesome.
Felt like an awesome date with him, rather than a normal trip to the Night Safari. ^^
Was feeling kind of bad 'cause of my fatigue that I wasn't that much of a good company for boyfriend.
Hopefully, Boyfriend enjoyed it as much as I did :)
That's all for the updates for the week :)
Valentine's Day is round the corner.
Queues outside the florists have started to grow ridiculously long.
Some say V-day is over-commerialised.
Some feels that V-day is a day of the display of love gestures for your loved one/significant other.
My thoughts? I haven't been able to spend vdays properly to arrive at any firm conclusion like the abovementioned, I guess.
but still, being a hopeless romantic, I do feel and agree with the song lyrics of Fish Leong's song:
"其实爱对了人, 情人节每天都过"
so well...(totally forgotten what I want to say already)
Well, I feel that everyone should still put in effort into the r/s at all time even if it's not vdays.
Simple gestures of love can be shown/given at any time. It's just how much you are willing to put in for the relationship, I guess.
hahaha. actually, I particularly enjoy watching the hopelessly clueless guys panicking in shops/florists about what to get for their significant other. Maybe I should get off work on time to go amuse myself tomorrow.
hahaha. (good idea, actually.) :D
Happy Valentine's Day to all in advance!
Stay happy in love and cherish each other with all your love and might :)
1. Had a good trip to BKK with BF and my awesome uni people :)
Full of non-stop shopping and walking which left me rather fatigue for the rest of the week.
Loved and enjoyed the time away from work, though and simply spending all my time with my dear boyfriend who really took great care of me throughout the trip :)
2. Work is becoming kind of depressing. I am trying to find the meaning of my work right now.
Want to work for a good meaning. Want to work so that I can make God proud :)
3. Night safari with boyfriend for the 1st time :)
Had tuition prior to that and my fatigue hit me real bad that I had to head to boyfriend's place to nap before we could set off to the Night Safari.
The whole experience there with boyfriend was awesome.
Felt like an awesome date with him, rather than a normal trip to the Night Safari. ^^
Was feeling kind of bad 'cause of my fatigue that I wasn't that much of a good company for boyfriend.
Hopefully, Boyfriend enjoyed it as much as I did :)
That's all for the updates for the week :)
Valentine's Day is round the corner.
Queues outside the florists have started to grow ridiculously long.
Some say V-day is over-commerialised.
Some feels that V-day is a day of the display of love gestures for your loved one/significant other.
My thoughts? I haven't been able to spend vdays properly to arrive at any firm conclusion like the abovementioned, I guess.
but still, being a hopeless romantic, I do feel and agree with the song lyrics of Fish Leong's song:
"其实爱对了人, 情人节每天都过"
so well...(totally forgotten what I want to say already)
Well, I feel that everyone should still put in effort into the r/s at all time even if it's not vdays.
Simple gestures of love can be shown/given at any time. It's just how much you are willing to put in for the relationship, I guess.
hahaha. actually, I particularly enjoy watching the hopelessly clueless guys panicking in shops/florists about what to get for their significant other. Maybe I should get off work on time to go amuse myself tomorrow.
hahaha. (good idea, actually.) :D
Happy Valentine's Day to all in advance!
Stay happy in love and cherish each other with all your love and might :)
Sunday, January 29, 2012
29 January 2012
It's been awhile since I've last written anything in this space of mine.
Really been overwhelmed with work and with the CNY celebration,
I barely have time to even rest more, much less to find time to blog.
Maybe just some random thoughts and updates as I wait for my photos to upload in my facebook:
1. CNY celebration was not too bad. Pretty enjoyable, less the unnecessary nagging.
But the bus breakdowns were horrible and made me ultra grumpy.
And I was super glad to be back in singapore!
2. Work has been hectic as usual. More stressful of late, I must say, with all the turnover.
Hates working with a sense of distrust. Hates having to deal with unethicality and lack of integrity, especially when we are working in a Christian organisation. And especially when we call ourselves Christians or even children of God. What kind of testimony are such people living out for the people of the world to see? I just dislike the fact that such people ended up being the ones bringing distrust, trauma to others. What has happened to your Christian values?
Goodness. Man, I shouldn't be judging. But God will be the judge. Sometimes, I do question just as certain people would ask me, why does the God whom we always proclaim to love us, would put us through such times. Well, I have found the answer quite some time ago. The cliche way of saying would be there are always reasons for everything. As Christians, it's already said in the bible that we would have to go through the tests of trials and tribulations. Thus, I have long learnt to not question "WHY ME?" or "Why is God doing this to me?". It's easier to ask and try to figure out "What is God trying to teach me or tell me?" And truly, when we seek the Lord to simply ask, He will surely answer as He has promised.
I pray that the Lord will reveal and expose the unrighteousness, lies and deceptions of things which do not glorify His name. And that, He will strengthen the sense of discernment of the top management to make the right decisions.
3. CNY Lunch steamboat with Happy gang was awesome. Yusheng is unexpectedly good. Really ate too much and went into food coma. Played cards. Win some and Lost some. Mahjong session was awesome and full of fun and endless laughters.
That's all for today ba. Can't wait for end of Thursday.
Really been overwhelmed with work and with the CNY celebration,
I barely have time to even rest more, much less to find time to blog.
Maybe just some random thoughts and updates as I wait for my photos to upload in my facebook:
1. CNY celebration was not too bad. Pretty enjoyable, less the unnecessary nagging.
But the bus breakdowns were horrible and made me ultra grumpy.
And I was super glad to be back in singapore!
2. Work has been hectic as usual. More stressful of late, I must say, with all the turnover.
Hates working with a sense of distrust. Hates having to deal with unethicality and lack of integrity, especially when we are working in a Christian organisation. And especially when we call ourselves Christians or even children of God. What kind of testimony are such people living out for the people of the world to see? I just dislike the fact that such people ended up being the ones bringing distrust, trauma to others. What has happened to your Christian values?
Goodness. Man, I shouldn't be judging. But God will be the judge. Sometimes, I do question just as certain people would ask me, why does the God whom we always proclaim to love us, would put us through such times. Well, I have found the answer quite some time ago. The cliche way of saying would be there are always reasons for everything. As Christians, it's already said in the bible that we would have to go through the tests of trials and tribulations. Thus, I have long learnt to not question "WHY ME?" or "Why is God doing this to me?". It's easier to ask and try to figure out "What is God trying to teach me or tell me?" And truly, when we seek the Lord to simply ask, He will surely answer as He has promised.
I pray that the Lord will reveal and expose the unrighteousness, lies and deceptions of things which do not glorify His name. And that, He will strengthen the sense of discernment of the top management to make the right decisions.
3. CNY Lunch steamboat with Happy gang was awesome. Yusheng is unexpectedly good. Really ate too much and went into food coma. Played cards. Win some and Lost some. Mahjong session was awesome and full of fun and endless laughters.
That's all for today ba. Can't wait for end of Thursday.
Sunday, January 08, 2012
hello 2012.
hello 2012.
thank God for being in control all the time.
thank God for His timing and for His answering of prayers.
and even more so, thank God for my boyfriend :)
so many a time, I simply woke up every morning feeling so blessed to have him in my life.
It's just so indescribable, beyond words.
At times, I find myself just smiling at the thought of him and the little things he does.
Mornings feel weird w/o morning messages from him.
Weeks feel lacking when I don't get to meet him.
Everyday I find myself looking forward to each and every date I get with boyfriend.
Everyday I look forward to the time I get to talk to him on the phone, just simply to hear his voice.
Everytime I want to plan for my leaves or a holiday, he's the first one I think of to spend time with / go with.
and everyday, he's just growing to be a bigger and more important part of my life.
I love you, dear Desmond.
happy 5 months, love :)
thank God for being in control all the time.
thank God for His timing and for His answering of prayers.
and even more so, thank God for my boyfriend :)
so many a time, I simply woke up every morning feeling so blessed to have him in my life.
It's just so indescribable, beyond words.
At times, I find myself just smiling at the thought of him and the little things he does.
Mornings feel weird w/o morning messages from him.
Weeks feel lacking when I don't get to meet him.
Everyday I find myself looking forward to each and every date I get with boyfriend.
Everyday I look forward to the time I get to talk to him on the phone, just simply to hear his voice.
Everytime I want to plan for my leaves or a holiday, he's the first one I think of to spend time with / go with.
and everyday, he's just growing to be a bigger and more important part of my life.
I love you, dear Desmond.
happy 5 months, love :)
Saturday, December 31, 2011
31 December 2011
It's the last day of Year 2011.
Officially just a couple more hours to Year 2012.
Year 2011 has been more than a roller coaster ride for me but I thank God for putting me through it all.
Officially graduating from university.
Finally planned and went on a trip independently with awesome friends for the first time in my life.
Found a job with an awesome boss who loves me.
Found an awesome boyfriend who loves me more than anyone else.
Grew in my walk with God.
Found friends who really stood by me through it all.
What more can I ask for?
Goodbye 2011 and hello 2012, please be nice to me :)
`shall do my new year resolution tomorrow. hahaha
Officially just a couple more hours to Year 2012.
Year 2011 has been more than a roller coaster ride for me but I thank God for putting me through it all.
Officially graduating from university.
Finally planned and went on a trip independently with awesome friends for the first time in my life.
Found a job with an awesome boss who loves me.
Found an awesome boyfriend who loves me more than anyone else.
Grew in my walk with God.
Found friends who really stood by me through it all.
What more can I ask for?
Goodbye 2011 and hello 2012, please be nice to me :)
`shall do my new year resolution tomorrow. hahaha
Sunday, December 04, 2011
那些年，我们一起追的女孩
终于看了"那些年，我们一起追的女孩"。
不知我已暗示无数次了，我亲爱的男友才决定陪我看。
是有点被逼的吧。嘻。。
很久以前就读过这本书。
当时读的时候，可能就觉得是一般写得不错的爱情小说之类吧。
我以前实在是太过浪漫主义了；整天沉迷于爱情小说。
整天都在发梦，心想何时才能像小说里的女主角一样找到真心爱我的人。
想起来，现在也还是整天发白日梦，还是很浪漫主义嘞！
哈哈。
今天又看了这本书的电影。
似乎感觉跟以前完全不同。
看电影的过程，真令人感触良多。
不但勾起了回忆和不少的感动，也带着点触景伤情的感觉。
可能是已经历了不少的事。
可能是已到了会怀念的年龄。
唉！真的挺怀念以前的青春。
怀念那自由自在，我行我素的青春。
怀念那些无谓的暧昧，暗恋情环。
怀念那些无聊又疯狂的行为。
怀念但不带着遗憾，也不觉得要回到过去。
我庆幸我已经历了那么多，也成长了许多。
我庆幸我现在过得比以前更好。
这个故事并不是写着感伤。
在不同的心境在生命中不同的阶段，看这故事都会有着不同的感触。
我个人的感触是，作者想提醒我们，
我们每个人都有自己刻苦铭心的故事。
我们都度过了那青涩的时光，我们也从经历的种种成长了。
所经历的，凡开心或伤心的，都仅仅属于回忆。
也就因着经历过那么多了，所以学会了更要珍惜现在。
不是吗？
而我，真的很庆幸能够遇见你。：）
也谢谢你真心地爱我。：）
不知我已暗示无数次了，我亲爱的男友才决定陪我看。
是有点被逼的吧。嘻。。
很久以前就读过这本书。
当时读的时候，可能就觉得是一般写得不错的爱情小说之类吧。
我以前实在是太过浪漫主义了；整天沉迷于爱情小说。
整天都在发梦，心想何时才能像小说里的女主角一样找到真心爱我的人。
想起来，现在也还是整天发白日梦，还是很浪漫主义嘞！
哈哈。
今天又看了这本书的电影。
似乎感觉跟以前完全不同。
看电影的过程，真令人感触良多。
不但勾起了回忆和不少的感动，也带着点触景伤情的感觉。
可能是已经历了不少的事。
可能是已到了会怀念的年龄。
唉！真的挺怀念以前的青春。
怀念那自由自在，我行我素的青春。
怀念那些无谓的暧昧，暗恋情环。
怀念那些无聊又疯狂的行为。
怀念但不带着遗憾，也不觉得要回到过去。
我庆幸我已经历了那么多，也成长了许多。
我庆幸我现在过得比以前更好。
这个故事并不是写着感伤。
在不同的心境在生命中不同的阶段，看这故事都会有着不同的感触。
我个人的感触是，作者想提醒我们，
我们每个人都有自己刻苦铭心的故事。
我们都度过了那青涩的时光，我们也从经历的种种成长了。
所经历的，凡开心或伤心的，都仅仅属于回忆。
也就因着经历过那么多了，所以学会了更要珍惜现在。
不是吗？
而我，真的很庆幸能够遇见你。：）
也谢谢你真心地爱我。：）
Saturday, December 03, 2011
带着淡淡忧郁的星期五夜晚
不知怎么的，看着雨点一滴一滴地落下，心情也似乎沉了下来。
是不开心吗？应该没有吧。
是悲伤吗？好像也不是。
可能是下着雨的夜晚特别的寂静，才会让人的思绪有机会随意地乱跑。
困了。去睡了。
是不开心吗？应该没有吧。
是悲伤吗？好像也不是。
可能是下着雨的夜晚特别的寂静，才会让人的思绪有机会随意地乱跑。
困了。去睡了。
Sunday, November 20, 2011
thoughts
It's been a long while since I can just laze around and have time to myself.
Work has been really hectic. Staying beyond office hours has already become a norm.
But hopefully, it won't be for long.
Come to think of it, I have already worked for six months or so.
I guess, I can say I have been through quite a lot in these six months.
All the ups and downs.
All the mind games.
All the care and concerns of nice colleagues.
Indeed, being in the working world, one can come across all sorts and kinds of people.
Well, I guess I can only pray that God will strengthen me through it all and help me along the way.
And, I definitely have to thank God for my dear boyfriend who has quietly been there for me always.
and everyday, though work can be very frustrating and upsetting,
at the end of the day, I know that I am always well-loved by my dear boyfriend.
I especially enjoyed myself yesterday.
Shopping-ing with boyfriend. and just chilling out at the music cafe.
Never been so relaxed in a long while.
Just feel like I'm falling in love all over again :)
*loves my boyfriend so so so much ^ ^ *
刚听这首歌曲，就不自觉地想起了你。。。
梁静茹 - 我喜欢
看蓝蓝的天空下
绵绵的白云停在你脸上
爱在巴黎的塞纳河畔上面晀望
赶不上的玻璃船
却不觉得遗憾
早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌 紧握住我不放
偷偷的闻着你带着孩子气的男人香
呼...我喜欢就这样靠在你胸膛
呼...我喜欢没有时间没有方向
呼...我喜欢像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光 随你带着我四处去游荡
呼...我喜欢一醒来有你在身旁
呼...我喜欢赖在床上看你喝汤
呼...我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样 为我每一吋消瘦而感伤
好想就这样 有你在身旁 一直到天长
`亲爱的，谢谢你总是对我那么的细心，那么的呵护。
谢谢你总是默默地守护着我。
谢谢你那么的在乎我，那么的爱我。
从喜欢到爱上，你让我不知不觉地随着每一天更爱你。
谢谢你，亲爱的。:) *winks*
Work has been really hectic. Staying beyond office hours has already become a norm.
But hopefully, it won't be for long.
Come to think of it, I have already worked for six months or so.
I guess, I can say I have been through quite a lot in these six months.
All the ups and downs.
All the mind games.
All the care and concerns of nice colleagues.
Indeed, being in the working world, one can come across all sorts and kinds of people.
Well, I guess I can only pray that God will strengthen me through it all and help me along the way.
And, I definitely have to thank God for my dear boyfriend who has quietly been there for me always.
and everyday, though work can be very frustrating and upsetting,
at the end of the day, I know that I am always well-loved by my dear boyfriend.
I especially enjoyed myself yesterday.
Shopping-ing with boyfriend. and just chilling out at the music cafe.
Never been so relaxed in a long while.
Just feel like I'm falling in love all over again :)
*loves my boyfriend so so so much ^ ^ *
刚听这首歌曲，就不自觉地想起了你。。。
梁静茹 - 我喜欢
看蓝蓝的天空下
绵绵的白云停在你脸上
爱在巴黎的塞纳河畔上面晀望
赶不上的玻璃船
却不觉得遗憾
早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌 紧握住我不放
偷偷的闻着你带着孩子气的男人香
呼...我喜欢就这样靠在你胸膛
呼...我喜欢没有时间没有方向
呼...我喜欢像这样爱的好自然
不用管别人投什么眼光 随你带着我四处去游荡
呼...我喜欢一醒来有你在身旁
呼...我喜欢赖在床上看你喝汤
呼...我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀
像是担心我会消失一样 为我每一吋消瘦而感伤
好想就这样 有你在身旁 一直到天长
`亲爱的，谢谢你总是对我那么的细心，那么的呵护。
谢谢你总是默默地守护着我。
谢谢你那么的在乎我，那么的爱我。
从喜欢到爱上，你让我不知不觉地随着每一天更爱你。
谢谢你，亲爱的。:) *winks*
Sunday, November 13, 2011
:(
I am missing my boy right now.
Miss bugging him for the entire day.
Miss talking on the phone with him just before I go to bed.
Somehow, I just really miss him a lot.
我好想你，你知道吗？
Miss bugging him for the entire day.
Miss talking on the phone with him just before I go to bed.
Somehow, I just really miss him a lot.
我好想你，你知道吗？
Saturday, November 05, 2011
04112011
:) This week has been rather spent rather happily for me.
Even though I was feeling pretty unwell till now, I still feel very at ease and at home in my HQ office.
Work has been pretty demanding since I have gotten back.
But thank God that my boss is leaving me to my own pace and I am still coping well :)
and yay to the long weekend.
Am feeling tired and abit unwell still.
Am missing my boy but guess he is either still bathing or busy nuaing :/
so off I go to bed :)
nights.
Even though I was feeling pretty unwell till now, I still feel very at ease and at home in my HQ office.
Work has been pretty demanding since I have gotten back.
But thank God that my boss is leaving me to my own pace and I am still coping well :)
and yay to the long weekend.
Am feeling tired and abit unwell still.
Am missing my boy but guess he is either still bathing or busy nuaing :/
so off I go to bed :)
nights.
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
saturday with boyfriend :)
I love saturdays with boyfriend.
Loves just spending time with him.
It's going to be my last day in my deployment.
Lord, please please please just let me clear this very nicely.
No more hiccups and please let you-know-who be nice.
Feel like going to KTV but boyfriend not in the mood. SOBS.
Maybe I shouldn't be complaining about him since he is being so nice to cook dinner for me.
HEHS.
Life has been pretty awesome. Can't wait to go on leave in fact.
Hopefully, the situation in Bangkok will have some miracles happening.
Or if not, please let there be a possibility that our air tickets would not be forfeited just like that.
Really need a good break from everything and just travel, shop and eat.
pleasepleaseplease, let it happen :)
dear sweet boyfriend, I love you :)
Loves just spending time with him.
It's going to be my last day in my deployment.
Lord, please please please just let me clear this very nicely.
No more hiccups and please let you-know-who be nice.
Feel like going to KTV but boyfriend not in the mood. SOBS.
Maybe I shouldn't be complaining about him since he is being so nice to cook dinner for me.
HEHS.
Life has been pretty awesome. Can't wait to go on leave in fact.
Hopefully, the situation in Bangkok will have some miracles happening.
Or if not, please let there be a possibility that our air tickets would not be forfeited just like that.
Really need a good break from everything and just travel, shop and eat.
pleasepleaseplease, let it happen :)
dear sweet boyfriend, I love you :)
Sunday, October 23, 2011
23102011
Just felt like blogging before I crawl into bed to wait for my dear to be done with his things.
Wells, life has become slightly less depressing. Or at least I try to be less depressed.
Almost 8 days to end of deployment.
Am feeling kind of bad that we are putting an end to it.
It really doesn't do good for the relationship with the centre in a way.
and I do feel very guilty about it.
Been having too little time for boyfriend.
Feel quite sad that I am spending such limited quality time with him.
But he has been really sweet and understanding about it.
And especially when I am super grumpy or grouchy,
he has been really tolerant of my moodswings and patient with me.
Am really very touched :)
Still feel really amazed how we actually end up together.
Still feeling amazed how I could have found such a great guy like him :)
At times, I wake up thinking about this and always end up exclaiming to myself,
"limjiaxin, I think God really loves you too much, that's why He gave you such an awesome guy to love you."
hee :)
Alrights. updates of random things next time.
feeling kind of tired le. jiayou limjiaxin.
Wells, life has become slightly less depressing. Or at least I try to be less depressed.
Almost 8 days to end of deployment.
Am feeling kind of bad that we are putting an end to it.
It really doesn't do good for the relationship with the centre in a way.
and I do feel very guilty about it.
Been having too little time for boyfriend.
Feel quite sad that I am spending such limited quality time with him.
But he has been really sweet and understanding about it.
And especially when I am super grumpy or grouchy,
he has been really tolerant of my moodswings and patient with me.
Am really very touched :)
Still feel really amazed how we actually end up together.
Still feeling amazed how I could have found such a great guy like him :)
At times, I wake up thinking about this and always end up exclaiming to myself,
"limjiaxin, I think God really loves you too much, that's why He gave you such an awesome guy to love you."
hee :)
Alrights. updates of random things next time.
feeling kind of tired le. jiayou limjiaxin.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
thank God.
Just feel like blogging before I head off to bed.
I feel happier this week.
I know God has worked miracles in my life to bring about all these.
And I know God has definitely seen me through this.
Praise the Lord.
Thank God for a wonderful boyfriend as well.
My dear boyfriend has been providing me the best support and advices ever,
especially when I have let the super emotional part of me take over entirely.
I just feel so well-loved this week.
By my dear boyfriend, by my bosses.
And most importantly, by God.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :)
`we love, because He loved us first.
I feel happier this week.
I know God has worked miracles in my life to bring about all these.
And I know God has definitely seen me through this.
Praise the Lord.
Thank God for a wonderful boyfriend as well.
My dear boyfriend has been providing me the best support and advices ever,
especially when I have let the super emotional part of me take over entirely.
I just feel so well-loved this week.
By my dear boyfriend, by my bosses.
And most importantly, by God.
Thank you, Lord Jesus :)
`we love, because He loved us first.
Monday, October 03, 2011
很庆幸我有你。
最近，心情都因着工作上的压力变得很紧绷。
心情总是很低落。
有时，在约会时还会时不时都提起工作。
埋怨了，还是埋怨。
诉苦了，再诉苦，
我真的觉得作为我的男朋友的他很可怜。
他得时时刻刻听我的诉苦。他得很有耐心地陪着我。
他得帮我承受我的压力，我的负担。
他还得想千万种方法哄我开心，为的是要我忘记一切的烦恼。
真的辛苦他了。
我实实在在地要感谢上帝让我遇见他。
在我迈入生命新的一章时，我和他重逢了。
是有点机缘巧合的。
从重逢，到触电。
又从触电的那一刻，到喜欢。
从喜欢到爱上。
这一切都发生得很微妙的自然。
我很庆幸我有他。
他话虽然不多，但他的细心已足以表达他想说的。
他总默默的陪着我，好让我知道我不需孤独地面对一切。
他会很温柔并无时无刻地关心着我，让我有被呵护，被在乎的感觉。
真的很庆幸有了他。
也因为有了他，我好幸福哦 :)
ps: I miss you, dear
thank you for meeting up with me at such a last-minute notice.
thank you for making the effort even though you were tired yourself.
thank you for loving me for who I am. thank you for being the awesome bf you are, desmond :)
心情总是很低落。
有时，在约会时还会时不时都提起工作。
埋怨了，还是埋怨。
诉苦了，再诉苦，
我真的觉得作为我的男朋友的他很可怜。
他得时时刻刻听我的诉苦。他得很有耐心地陪着我。
他得帮我承受我的压力，我的负担。
他还得想千万种方法哄我开心，为的是要我忘记一切的烦恼。
真的辛苦他了。
我实实在在地要感谢上帝让我遇见他。
在我迈入生命新的一章时，我和他重逢了。
是有点机缘巧合的。
从重逢，到触电。
又从触电的那一刻，到喜欢。
从喜欢到爱上。
这一切都发生得很微妙的自然。
我很庆幸我有他。
他话虽然不多，但他的细心已足以表达他想说的。
他总默默的陪着我，好让我知道我不需孤独地面对一切。
他会很温柔并无时无刻地关心着我，让我有被呵护，被在乎的感觉。
真的很庆幸有了他。
也因为有了他，我好幸福哦 :)
ps: I miss you, dear
thank you for meeting up with me at such a last-minute notice.
thank you for making the effort even though you were tired yourself.
thank you for loving me for who I am. thank you for being the awesome bf you are, desmond :)
Sunday, October 02, 2011
dating with my boy :)
/ignore the previous unhappy post.
Let me blog about happier things in my life.
Went dating with my boy yesterday.
Felt kind of bad making him wait as I had to end my tuition late for my kid's future's sake.
He was already starving but still had to wait patiently for me.
Thank God for a super understanding boyfriend :)
Had my favourite chocolate eggtart @ KFC again.
Yummielicious ~
Then we headed off to take the LONG- journey bus to Ikea.
Good thing that I wasn't alone, else my motion sickness problem would have felt much worse.
Just love ikea so much.
So many lovely and pretty concepts.
And so many things to buy.
hehs. :p
Went over to Courts to find my cordless phone.
Another awesome place to walk around!
and so many temptations.
But wells, they are still currently WANTS and not NEEDS yet.
So.. shall wait.
*grins*
Dinner @ Thai Express with my boy and the three younger boys.
Quite fun. and really must thank my boy for being so understanding not to kick up a fuss with me for bringing so many lightbulbs along.
The entire time spent with my boy, I just felt so happy and blissful deep down.
And I still think, my date is TOO SHORT and wished that the date didn't have to end.
but wells, hopefully there will be MORE and many MORE to come, I hope :)
我喜欢这种简单的幸福。
喜欢这种能够发自于内心的快乐。
我知道，也很清楚一切的幸福得来不易。
我会好好地珍惜真心爱我的他。
更要好好地守着这段感情。
因为幸福的我，只想紧紧牵着那真心爱我的他，并一路带着满满的幸福一直走下去。:)
Let me blog about happier things in my life.
Went dating with my boy yesterday.
Felt kind of bad making him wait as I had to end my tuition late for my kid's future's sake.
He was already starving but still had to wait patiently for me.
Thank God for a super understanding boyfriend :)
Had my favourite chocolate eggtart @ KFC again.
Yummielicious ~
Then we headed off to take the LONG- journey bus to Ikea.
Good thing that I wasn't alone, else my motion sickness problem would have felt much worse.
Just love ikea so much.
So many lovely and pretty concepts.
And so many things to buy.
hehs. :p
Went over to Courts to find my cordless phone.
Another awesome place to walk around!
and so many temptations.
But wells, they are still currently WANTS and not NEEDS yet.
So.. shall wait.
*grins*
Dinner @ Thai Express with my boy and the three younger boys.
Quite fun. and really must thank my boy for being so understanding not to kick up a fuss with me for bringing so many lightbulbs along.
The entire time spent with my boy, I just felt so happy and blissful deep down.
And I still think, my date is TOO SHORT and wished that the date didn't have to end.
but wells, hopefully there will be MORE and many MORE to come, I hope :)
我喜欢这种简单的幸福。
喜欢这种能够发自于内心的快乐。
我知道，也很清楚一切的幸福得来不易。
我会好好地珍惜真心爱我的他。
更要好好地守着这段感情。
因为幸福的我，只想紧紧牵着那真心爱我的他，并一路带着满满的幸福一直走下去。:)
why oh why.
WHY OH WHY.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.
It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.
I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!
I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.
I opened my work email and there it is.
The ultra bad news just sitting there and staring me in the face.
I just can't stop sighing ever since.
It is no fun. No good shit.
Lord, please send someone good along as SOON as possible.
Unless it's really Your will that I go back to teach full-time.
If not, Lord, I really love my job but I just can't handle the two workplaces-stresses and confusion.
I can totally imagine the horrible things I am going to hear tomorrow.
Like tomorrow was going to be a good day in the first place.
argh.
sigh.
WHY LIKE THAT!
I seriously need to go sing k to relieve stress already.
and yes, I have got to pray even harder from now.
Saturday, October 01, 2011
01102011
Yay. A Brand New Month.
September was really very scary for me.
All the work has managed to wear me out quite fully.
Wished that I could say wake me up when September ends; but I don't know what lies ahead of me.
So all I can do is to pray that everything runs more smoothly now.
Yesterday was first time taking leave and best of all I get to match it with Boyfriend's.
but wells, yesterday was quite a day due to work.
Felt kind of bad that I was spending time on the phone and computer for work and half the rest of the time being stressed up.
But thank God for a super understanding boyfriend who just stands by me and supports me no matter what. He didn't even grumble abit.
Sigh. I am such a horrible gf! :(
today managed to sleep in due to tuition starting late.
So looking forward to meeting up with dear later :D
I am so used to typing "Regards, Jia xin" at the end of my email that I almost did so for this blog entry.
o.o"
Can't wait for BKK trip. like totally.
I need more holidays! like seriously! :(
September was really very scary for me.
All the work has managed to wear me out quite fully.
Wished that I could say wake me up when September ends; but I don't know what lies ahead of me.
So all I can do is to pray that everything runs more smoothly now.
Yesterday was first time taking leave and best of all I get to match it with Boyfriend's.
but wells, yesterday was quite a day due to work.
Felt kind of bad that I was spending time on the phone and computer for work and half the rest of the time being stressed up.
But thank God for a super understanding boyfriend who just stands by me and supports me no matter what. He didn't even grumble abit.
Sigh. I am such a horrible gf! :(
today managed to sleep in due to tuition starting late.
So looking forward to meeting up with dear later :D
I am so used to typing "Regards, Jia xin" at the end of my email that I almost did so for this blog entry.
o.o"
Can't wait for BKK trip. like totally.
I need more holidays! like seriously! :(
Sunday, September 25, 2011
:)
Skipped church today.
Shan't make it a habit. Will go back next week to serve.
:)
Slept in abit later. but due to my gastrics. Didnt really sleep very well nowadays.
Hates the stress-induced gastric problem.
Sigh. Seriously need to pray harder for the vacancy to be filled.
but wells. to update about today.
Met up with boyfriend to watch Crazy Stupid Love.
Really a sweet movie and I'm really glad that I get to watch with my dear.
Simple but sweet date :) just love spending time with him.
Met up with darling esther today. and had an awesome time just eating and roaming around.
Sad that we couldn't get our neoprints done today as so coincidentally, both machines are spoilt.
Sobs.
but nonetheless, it's awesome meeting up with the bestie.
Glad to see that she is doing well. Must so meet up for ktv SOON! :)
`just feeling sooooo in love :)
Shan't make it a habit. Will go back next week to serve.
:)
Slept in abit later. but due to my gastrics. Didnt really sleep very well nowadays.
Hates the stress-induced gastric problem.
Sigh. Seriously need to pray harder for the vacancy to be filled.
but wells. to update about today.
Met up with boyfriend to watch Crazy Stupid Love.
Really a sweet movie and I'm really glad that I get to watch with my dear.
Simple but sweet date :) just love spending time with him.
Met up with darling esther today. and had an awesome time just eating and roaming around.
Sad that we couldn't get our neoprints done today as so coincidentally, both machines are spoilt.
Sobs.
but nonetheless, it's awesome meeting up with the bestie.
Glad to see that she is doing well. Must so meet up for ktv SOON! :)
`just feeling sooooo in love :)
25092011
Had a great night out with my uni friends.
Busy eating xiaolongbaos.
Enjoying the 7th Heaven icecream from Haagen Dasz.
Almost partyworld-ing.
Ended up playing monopoly deal at McD clementi.
It was all fun and laughters,
though everyone wasn't spontaneous enough to play it my way.
sobs.
Work has been rather stressful for me.
Think affecting my body system.
Will be staying home tomorrow.
To rest and also to make my dad happy.
I just pray that the vacancy can be filled asap.
And in the meantime, I will be kept sane and sound.
And yes, I really do mean sane and sound.
Busy eating xiaolongbaos.
Enjoying the 7th Heaven icecream from Haagen Dasz.
Almost partyworld-ing.
Ended up playing monopoly deal at McD clementi.
It was all fun and laughters,
though everyone wasn't spontaneous enough to play it my way.
sobs.
Work has been rather stressful for me.
Think affecting my body system.
Will be staying home tomorrow.
To rest and also to make my dad happy.
I just pray that the vacancy can be filled asap.
And in the meantime, I will be kept sane and sound.
And yes, I really do mean sane and sound.
Sunday, September 18, 2011
HAPPY UPDATES :D
hellos! I am back! :)
with happy updates, I THINK.
Life has been pretty challenging and hectic as usual.
but thank God that I have my awesome and special someone to walk by my side through it all :)
And so updates:
1) Working @ two different workplaces now. Kind of disruptive to my learning and stressful as it gets.
but somehow, it feels like God's Will for me to be there to be able to be on the ground and see things for myself of how things run at operational level.
So despite all the endless stress and workload, I still thank God for putting me there in the right place and at the right time.
Nonetheless, I must pray harder for the vacancy to be filled!
2) Went on a MOONCAKE FESTIVAL JB TRIP with my UNI clique & boyfriend.
Was really glad that everyone was more or less comfortable with one another.
Mooncakes were awesome. And the dinner was yummie-licious!
Man, I am thinking about the salted egg butter crab now.
hmmm. Was kind of disappointed that I couldn't let them try loklok this time round.
But wells, ending it off with Baskin Robbins was satisfying as well :D
3) Met up with dear boyfriend every now and then.
But feels like it's always too short :(
It's REALLY too short. Sobs.
and the upcoming week, sigh.
I need to find ways to survive it.
4) Friday night went out with boyfriend and his group.
Beer market for chilling out.
Music was way too loud.
Food was so-so.
Enjoyed myself in a way.
but at the end of it, I was like telling myself "I am too old for late nights".
but then again, it's not that I am too old for it. It's more of my schedule that doesn't allow it.
5) Went town with dear boyfriend.
OH! We watched Glee 3D.
not a must watch, unless you're like a ultra fan of Glee.
Enjoyed walking around with bf. Dinner was good.
Tea @ tea loft was good, for I had awesome company :)
then HOME SWEET HOME. sigh.
it's like, time really flies.
Sometimes, I just wished that I can slow down time so that I can be on longer dates with my boyfriend :)
6) oh! we're going on a graduation trip.
with uni friends and I am really glad that boyfriend is agreeable to come along.
Excited much. it's going to be an awesome trip.
Shall be super crazy about taking photos so that all the awesome memories may be fully captured :)
CAN'T WAIT!! ^^
7) I can't wait for 30 Sept.
An off-day. Like Finally!
CAN'T WAIT :D finally will get to spend one FULL day with my dear :)
Wells, despite all the ups and downs in life, I am truly happy now.
Having been through so much, I am glad that I have found my special someone, Desmond.
and it's all the more because of having been through so much that,
I know how special, amazing and wonderful this relationship is and is going to be.
I thank God for putting him into my life. I am indeed more than blessed. :)
And so, comes Monday tomorrow.
jiayou everyone. jiayou, limjiaxin.
Have a blessed week ahead.
God bless you! ^^
with happy updates, I THINK.
Life has been pretty challenging and hectic as usual.
but thank God that I have my awesome and special someone to walk by my side through it all :)
And so updates:
1) Working @ two different workplaces now. Kind of disruptive to my learning and stressful as it gets.
but somehow, it feels like God's Will for me to be there to be able to be on the ground and see things for myself of how things run at operational level.
So despite all the endless stress and workload, I still thank God for putting me there in the right place and at the right time.
Nonetheless, I must pray harder for the vacancy to be filled!
2) Went on a MOONCAKE FESTIVAL JB TRIP with my UNI clique & boyfriend.
Was really glad that everyone was more or less comfortable with one another.
Mooncakes were awesome. And the dinner was yummie-licious!
Man, I am thinking about the salted egg butter crab now.
hmmm. Was kind of disappointed that I couldn't let them try loklok this time round.
But wells, ending it off with Baskin Robbins was satisfying as well :D
3) Met up with dear boyfriend every now and then.
But feels like it's always too short :(
It's REALLY too short. Sobs.
and the upcoming week, sigh.
I need to find ways to survive it.
4) Friday night went out with boyfriend and his group.
Beer market for chilling out.
Music was way too loud.
Food was so-so.
Enjoyed myself in a way.
but at the end of it, I was like telling myself "I am too old for late nights".
but then again, it's not that I am too old for it. It's more of my schedule that doesn't allow it.
5) Went town with dear boyfriend.
OH! We watched Glee 3D.
not a must watch, unless you're like a ultra fan of Glee.
Enjoyed walking around with bf. Dinner was good.
Tea @ tea loft was good, for I had awesome company :)
then HOME SWEET HOME. sigh.
it's like, time really flies.
Sometimes, I just wished that I can slow down time so that I can be on longer dates with my boyfriend :)
6) oh! we're going on a graduation trip.
with uni friends and I am really glad that boyfriend is agreeable to come along.
Excited much. it's going to be an awesome trip.
Shall be super crazy about taking photos so that all the awesome memories may be fully captured :)
CAN'T WAIT!! ^^
7) I can't wait for 30 Sept.
An off-day. Like Finally!
CAN'T WAIT :D finally will get to spend one FULL day with my dear :)
Wells, despite all the ups and downs in life, I am truly happy now.
Having been through so much, I am glad that I have found my special someone, Desmond.
and it's all the more because of having been through so much that,
I know how special, amazing and wonderful this relationship is and is going to be.
I thank God for putting him into my life. I am indeed more than blessed. :)
And so, comes Monday tomorrow.
jiayou everyone. jiayou, limjiaxin.
Have a blessed week ahead.
God bless you! ^^
Friday, September 09, 2011
one month :)
we're one month already. As of 08092011.
Wanted to blog this earlier but work has been quite hectic and been draining me out quite badly lately.
And so, here it is. Happy one month and one day to us.
It's been a happy, simple but awesome one month.
Feel very blessed with such a sweet and awesome boyfriend.
I am very blessed to have him.
Someone who is understanding, sweet, observant, sensitive and makes the effort to understand and know me.
I am blessed to have found this special someone who loves me sososo much.
I am glad that despite our busy work schedules and esp my ultra-packed life,
We always do our best to spend quality time together.
I just feel very well-loved and well-cherished by my awesome bf :)
I love you, dear boyfriend desmond :)
Wanted to blog this earlier but work has been quite hectic and been draining me out quite badly lately.
And so, here it is. Happy one month and one day to us.
It's been a happy, simple but awesome one month.
Feel very blessed with such a sweet and awesome boyfriend.
I am very blessed to have him.
Someone who is understanding, sweet, observant, sensitive and makes the effort to understand and know me.
I am blessed to have found this special someone who loves me sososo much.
I am glad that despite our busy work schedules and esp my ultra-packed life,
We always do our best to spend quality time together.
I just feel very well-loved and well-cherished by my awesome bf :)
I love you, dear boyfriend desmond :)
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
last day of August :)
today's the last day of August.
August has been an amazing month for me.
Kind of unbelievable how everything just manages to fall so nicely into place.
Was really happy about returning to HQ for work.
but endless work was waiting for me. and wells, it wasn't that fun.
But thank God, I managed to clear all my outstanding work.
the cute and super nice manager is leaving for another centre.
Was kind of sad about it but am glad that I came back in time to bade him farewell.
Left office quite late. Rushed to meet my dear boyfriend.
Had bak kut teh for dinner. then went to waterfront in hope of nice fireworks.
but guess our neighbour is saving moolahs.
Was happy still.
'Cause I get to spend quality time w bf, which is really hard to come by, given my schedule.
Well-spent time being well-loved. Definitely.
^ ^
August has been an amazing month for me.
Kind of unbelievable how everything just manages to fall so nicely into place.
Was really happy about returning to HQ for work.
but endless work was waiting for me. and wells, it wasn't that fun.
But thank God, I managed to clear all my outstanding work.
the cute and super nice manager is leaving for another centre.
Was kind of sad about it but am glad that I came back in time to bade him farewell.
Left office quite late. Rushed to meet my dear boyfriend.
Had bak kut teh for dinner. then went to waterfront in hope of nice fireworks.
but guess our neighbour is saving moolahs.
Was happy still.
'Cause I get to spend quality time w bf, which is really hard to come by, given my schedule.
Well-spent time being well-loved. Definitely.
^ ^
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
finally a rest day! :)
It's finally a rest day! :)
I get to sleep in today which was something that I didn't have time for.
And so, Yay to that!
Met Bf after lunch to go for movie.
Final Destination 5 was urms, gross?
I think it's much much MUCH better than the previous one.
But I'm not sure whether I really enjoyed it or not.
Kind of having mixed feelings about it.
Randomly thought of having dinner @ Chompchomp.
Food wasn't fantastic. but i totally enjoyed bf's company.
Am so glad and happy that I get to spend some quality time with him :)
Can't wait for tomorrow to come :)
All the outdoors grad photoshoots turned out awesome.
Shall upload the photos when I have time to blog from my computer.
I am missing my boyfriend now. shall go and bug him before I turned in :)
I get to sleep in today which was something that I didn't have time for.
And so, Yay to that!
Met Bf after lunch to go for movie.
Final Destination 5 was urms, gross?
I think it's much much MUCH better than the previous one.
But I'm not sure whether I really enjoyed it or not.
Kind of having mixed feelings about it.
Randomly thought of having dinner @ Chompchomp.
Food wasn't fantastic. but i totally enjoyed bf's company.
Am so glad and happy that I get to spend some quality time with him :)
Can't wait for tomorrow to come :)
All the outdoors grad photoshoots turned out awesome.
Shall upload the photos when I have time to blog from my computer.
I am missing my boyfriend now. shall go and bug him before I turned in :)
Friday, August 26, 2011
finally coming to the end of friday.
Today is a sleepy friday.
Quite worn out, I guess.
This entire week has been too happening, I think.
Think this is the only week that I have been meeting boyfriend almost every other day.
*happy* even though time spent together is so limited and little, but I really enjoyed my dates :)
Convocation was awesome! :)
Full of mixed feelings.
Tiring, but full of joy, laughters, and awesome friends!
Went out with boyfriend and his group aft the two long convocation sessions.
Nice chilling out. but I particularly enjoyed our "supper" at waterfront.
With yummielicious, piping hot french fries and chicken wings.
and the most awesome-est thing was having him by my side :)
Watched Bad Teacher yesterday. Its not as bad as what the review says.
wells, we were lucky enough to be watching the movie afterall.
being the unpredictable me, I out of the blue felt like doing something old school.
Dragged poor boyfriend to take neoprints with me.
it's been how many donkey years since I last took.
SO OLD SCHOOL! :) but hee. quite enjoyed it with dear.
today is rest day for me. hopefully when I knock off later, I will still have the energy to run.
Work is kind of stressful and unconstructive for me today.
Must really get the new executive in soon.
*prays hard*
Am missing my sweet boyfriend right now ~
Can't wait to see him and my happy gang tml! :D
*grins*
Quite worn out, I guess.
This entire week has been too happening, I think.
Think this is the only week that I have been meeting boyfriend almost every other day.
*happy* even though time spent together is so limited and little, but I really enjoyed my dates :)
Convocation was awesome! :)
Full of mixed feelings.
Tiring, but full of joy, laughters, and awesome friends!
Went out with boyfriend and his group aft the two long convocation sessions.
Nice chilling out. but I particularly enjoyed our "supper" at waterfront.
With yummielicious, piping hot french fries and chicken wings.
and the most awesome-est thing was having him by my side :)
Watched Bad Teacher yesterday. Its not as bad as what the review says.
wells, we were lucky enough to be watching the movie afterall.
being the unpredictable me, I out of the blue felt like doing something old school.
Dragged poor boyfriend to take neoprints with me.
it's been how many donkey years since I last took.
SO OLD SCHOOL! :) but hee. quite enjoyed it with dear.
today is rest day for me. hopefully when I knock off later, I will still have the energy to run.
Work is kind of stressful and unconstructive for me today.
Must really get the new executive in soon.
*prays hard*
Am missing my sweet boyfriend right now ~
Can't wait to see him and my happy gang tml! :D
*grins*
Sunday, August 21, 2011
:)
Last night's date was sweet.
Totally enjoyed myself :)
And oh! Horrible bosses is a must-watch, if you are up for laughs.
Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Can't wait to go on my date with boyfriend tomorrow ^^
Today's service and class were great! And managed to take some photos with the people.
Quite rushed, but it was pretty fun! :) whee~ but i am more looking forward to my HAPPY GANG shoot and my UNI-clique shoot. Gotta pray for awesome weather! :)
It's going to be an awesome week ahead.
but Lord Jesus Christ, I commit the week ahead into Your Hands.
I know there are going to be challenges ahead of me, but I will not fear, for Lord, You are always with me.
Thank You, Lord. :)
Totally enjoyed myself :)
And oh! Horrible bosses is a must-watch, if you are up for laughs.
Can't wait for tomorrow to come. Can't wait to go on my date with boyfriend tomorrow ^^
Today's service and class were great! And managed to take some photos with the people.
Quite rushed, but it was pretty fun! :) whee~ but i am more looking forward to my HAPPY GANG shoot and my UNI-clique shoot. Gotta pray for awesome weather! :)
It's going to be an awesome week ahead.
but Lord Jesus Christ, I commit the week ahead into Your Hands.
I know there are going to be challenges ahead of me, but I will not fear, for Lord, You are always with me.
Thank You, Lord. :)
Sunday, August 14, 2011
amazingly awesome week :)
this has been an amazingly awesome week for me.
Officially got attached to the sweetest boyfriend on 08.08.2011.
Went on simple but really enjoyable dates.
today went to church.
Service was good. God's Presence was awesome.
and I managed to talk to the people I wanted to share the good news with.
And I got the most sincere blessings from them.
and it meant alot to me.
to say that I am happy. it would be an understatement.
I am blessed. truly.
everything just fell so nicely into place. Lord, I pray that you continue to take control of my life.
I pray that you continue to guide me and help me stay close to You no matter what.
thank you Lord Jesus. for all the great works you have done in my life. :)
Officially got attached to the sweetest boyfriend on 08.08.2011.
Went on simple but really enjoyable dates.
today went to church.
Service was good. God's Presence was awesome.
and I managed to talk to the people I wanted to share the good news with.
And I got the most sincere blessings from them.
and it meant alot to me.
to say that I am happy. it would be an understatement.
I am blessed. truly.
everything just fell so nicely into place. Lord, I pray that you continue to take control of my life.
I pray that you continue to guide me and help me stay close to You no matter what.
thank you Lord Jesus. for all the great works you have done in my life. :)
Saturday, August 13, 2011
happy day with the happy gang :D
it's a happy day out with the happy gang! :D
love all three of them so much.
never fails to bring so much fun and laughters into my life.
was kind of worn out today. especially when I had so little sleep (my own fault also.).
work was pretty hectic today with endless meetings after meetings.
but somehow, meeting my happy gang never fails to make me stay awake de.
was really happy and relieved that my darling ah bon loves her birthday pressie.
chatting and catching up with the three of them with our own updates in our life.
okay. maybe today i was doing most of the updates.
hee. all of us were just so busy being lame and laughing.
can't wait for our next happy gang meetup :)
can't wait to meet the happy gang with my dear boyfriend ! :)
my life is awesome now. with someone special. with my happy gang. with my PRF gang. with my UNI clique. and especially with God in full control. what more can I ask for?
I am awesomely blessed. Thank You, Lord :)
love all three of them so much.
never fails to bring so much fun and laughters into my life.
was kind of worn out today. especially when I had so little sleep (my own fault also.).
work was pretty hectic today with endless meetings after meetings.
but somehow, meeting my happy gang never fails to make me stay awake de.
was really happy and relieved that my darling ah bon loves her birthday pressie.
chatting and catching up with the three of them with our own updates in our life.
okay. maybe today i was doing most of the updates.
hee. all of us were just so busy being lame and laughing.
can't wait for our next happy gang meetup :)
can't wait to meet the happy gang with my dear boyfriend ! :)
my life is awesome now. with someone special. with my happy gang. with my PRF gang. with my UNI clique. and especially with God in full control. what more can I ask for?
I am awesomely blessed. Thank You, Lord :)
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
08.08.2011 ;)
08.08.2011.
I am truly blessed and happy :)
原来开心可以这么简单，这么莫名的自然。
真的很开心，心中也很甜蜜，原来幸福是可以很简单的。：）
I am truly blessed and happy :)
原来开心可以这么简单，这么莫名的自然。
真的很开心，心中也很甜蜜，原来幸福是可以很简单的。：）
Saturday, August 06, 2011
simple happiness.
:) today is a happy day.
Simple but happy :)
Didn't even realise that it is Chinese Valentine day.
Went JB shop, eat and watch movie :)
Somehow, I just feel contented, blissful and happy :)
不知怎么的，就是很简单地开心，打从心里开心。
整天都有被触电的感觉。
原来开心可以很简单。
:)
Simple but happy :)
Didn't even realise that it is Chinese Valentine day.
Went JB shop, eat and watch movie :)
Somehow, I just feel contented, blissful and happy :)
不知怎么的，就是很简单地开心，打从心里开心。
整天都有被触电的感觉。
原来开心可以很简单。
:)
Saturday, July 30, 2011
滿足。
Yesterday, meet up with some Uni friends.
It's an awesome gathering. With the most awesome company, I must say.
I realised that I've missed them so much.
I realised that I really enjoyed myself ysd.
It was really nice.
So much fun and laughter even though it's just a simple dinner.
Can't wait to complete our 4 impt and ultimately awesome agendas for the Year 2011.
Totally can't wait! :)
现在的我过得很充实。
我想我真的过得很开心。
有着那么多爱我的好朋友，我真的要感谢主。
这些日子，我的转变都是靠着上帝对我的爱，派这些人来帮助我。
我并非坚强，我只是学习独立，学习活出我想要的生活。
今日的我活得开心，也仍相信爱情。:)
It's an awesome gathering. With the most awesome company, I must say.
I realised that I've missed them so much.
I realised that I really enjoyed myself ysd.
It was really nice.
So much fun and laughter even though it's just a simple dinner.
Can't wait to complete our 4 impt and ultimately awesome agendas for the Year 2011.
Totally can't wait! :)
现在的我过得很充实。
我想我真的过得很开心。
有着那么多爱我的好朋友，我真的要感谢主。
这些日子，我的转变都是靠着上帝对我的爱，派这些人来帮助我。
我并非坚强，我只是学习独立，学习活出我想要的生活。
今日的我活得开心，也仍相信爱情。:)
Friday, July 01, 2011
:)
It's been soooooo long since I last blogged.
Time to blog about happy things.
I thank God for bringing friends who are always there for me.
I thank God for letting me find a job that I enjoy doing.
I thank God for all the great opportunities that are in my life.
And I truly thank God that I am truly happy now :)
whee~
I can't wait for TML! :)
Time to blog about happy things.
I thank God for bringing friends who are always there for me.
I thank God for letting me find a job that I enjoy doing.
I thank God for all the great opportunities that are in my life.
And I truly thank God that I am truly happy now :)
whee~
I can't wait for TML! :)
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Monday, May 09, 2011
:)
It's been awhile since I last blogged.
I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you who has been there for me;
Be it physically, spiritually or even simply to talk sense into me.
Thank YOU. (you know who you are :) )
Today was my first paper.
After the exam, my handphone lagged like crazy.
I saw so many messages of concern.
Just that very moment, I felt so well-loved.
Really well-loved.
Lord, I thank You for putting all these awesome people in my life.
Lord, I thank You for loving me.
:)
I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you who has been there for me;
Be it physically, spiritually or even simply to talk sense into me.
Thank YOU. (you know who you are :) )
Today was my first paper.
After the exam, my handphone lagged like crazy.
I saw so many messages of concern.
Just that very moment, I felt so well-loved.
Really well-loved.
Lord, I thank You for putting all these awesome people in my life.
Lord, I thank You for loving me.
:)
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
PRAISE THE LORD :)
I'll praise the Lord always.
Thank You Lord for everything You've and are doing for me.
I'll continue to commit my ways to You and trust also in You and as it is written,
Lord, You shall bring it to pass. Amen.
All Glory be unto my Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.
Tuesday, January 04, 2011
first day of school :))
yayness! finally school has started again! :)
but wells, felt kind of lost in the school compound today.
The arrangement of the lecture rooms has changed, the food kiosks have been taken over by MEGABITES..
but most importantly, I felt kind of alone today.
I actually miss my going-to-school buddies :/
*sobs*
Guess I just have to adapt to being alone from now onwards :|
Not feeling too well today and so, I'm home early to rest.
*sigh*
it sucks to be both physically and emotionally unwell at the same time.
Trust is not built up overnight.
It requires constant reassurance and appropriate actions to build it up.
I want and need to trust again; but I simply can't do it on my own...
Friday, December 31, 2010
31.12.2010
And so, the year is coming to an end today.
And we'll entering into a whole new year.
It's time for leaving behind the unhappy memories, burdens or whatsoever,
and to start embracing the new year with a brand new attitude :)
And so, here's my Year 2010 in a nutshell:
In Year 2010, I have:
1. survived scary load of projects with horrible deadline schedule.
2. successfully cleared all my modules and THANK GOD, did well in most of them :)
3. gotten my driving licence (LIKE FINALLY!! >.<)
4. gotten my heart broken many times.
5. fallen in love with CRYSTAL JADE XIAO LONG BAO buffet.
6. gone on a short but enjoyable getaway with boyfriend and family ^^
7. attempted my first cake and made a blueberry cheesecake for boyfriend's birthday (THANK GOD i didnt poison anyone :D)
8. found courage to do presentations alone which is something I have always shunned.
9. worked as a one-day receptionist and fallen in love with the company and the job itself :D
10. gained dunno-how-many KG (LOL!)
11. finally did a JB trip with my UNI people :)
12. celebrated my 5th year anniversary with JEREMY LIMCHUANGHAI!! ^^
I thank God for all the great work He has done in my life :)
Praise the Lord :)
Monday, December 27, 2010
:) a post dedicated to my boyfriend
251210 has come and passed :)
happy 5th year anniversary, Jer!
thank you for planning the date :)
thank you for the nice lunch :)
thank you, Jer, for the beautiful bracelet :)
thank you deardear for your effort to surprise me :)
I love you, jeremylimchuanghai :)
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
TEN MORE DAYS !!! ^^
woohoo!! TEN MORE DAYS !! :)
yay!!
I guess I am quite excited about it :)
it's been a really rough year.. but thank God for helping me through it all..
three things I am thankful for today! :)
1. NICE mee hoon kuey :D
2. bleach-watching and munching on my fav snack with my boyfriend :)
3. spending quality time w my boyfren ^^
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
EAT and EAT and SHOP and EAT NON-STOP JB TRIP
So tiring. Been so long since I last walked around non-stop for hours.
ATE ALOT!! so sinful -___-
but wells. I had fun! :)
and a BIG THANK YOU to JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI (who had to be my driver, and get bore out by us)
YOU ARE BEST, JERJER! ^^
thank you, really. :)
Friday, December 03, 2010
UPDATES! :D
UPDATES!! :D
It's been really LONG since my last update.
Life has been worse than a roller coaster ride for the past one month.
but thank God that its all over :)
UPDATES:
1. I PASSED MY DRIVING!!
(okay. ON the 5th try. but still YAY! I'm a certified driver now!! woohoo!!)
2. I cleared all my modules for this semester!!
(this, I really have got to thank God for the miracle; what's with the killer papers and killer exam schedule and relationship problems)
3. Relationship just went through a major exfoliation and survived. THANK GOD!
(Thank God for keeping us together :) )
4. Had a fabulous holiday with Boyfriend and his family :)
totally fun and full of love :D
5. Going to work soon again. AWESOME! :) whee
to my boyfriend: the past two months have been an awful nightmare, but thank God for keeping us together. I can't wait for 251210 :D *winks* let's end this year well and with lots of love :)
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something:
they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good.
In reality, the only way a relationship will last is
if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take.
a reminder to self :)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
finally! some time to blog...
AHhhhh! finally some time for me to blog again.
but then again, my life is so mundane that I doubt I've anything interesting to blog about..
Let's do a random thoughts update :)
1. I've FINALLY completed my accounts calculations!!
it's an achievement and a BIG relief!!
I must find time to give myself a good treat for finishing it all by myself! :)
2. I've yet to start with my revision.
3. I'm going to start my revision as of tml. CHIONG AH!
4. As of tml, it will be just me and patrick jane and my books *grins*
5. I realised that I ACTUALLY can pray in chinese fluently.
6. I've again witnessed the REAL-ness of spiritual warfare.
7. I recently held the lift door open for a cockroach and waited for it to crawl out.
that's abit insane, I guess.
8. I am hoping for a GREAT holiday getaway!
I'm seriously in need of a holiday BADLY! :(
9. I realised I haven't had a well-deserved holiday for the entire year.
I've been working non-stop!! :(
10. I want to eat COLD ROCK CHOCOLATE CHIP DOUGH ICECREAM!
11. I've been seeing super nice and wonderful wedding videos and wondering when is it MY TURN!
sighhhhhh...
12. I want to do well for my exams!
13. I've learnt that I'll not necessary hire a maid to slave for me;
perhaps help out with my chores if really need to hire.
but I WON'T become a lazy bum and make the maid slave for me.
NEVER (this is just a reminder to myself)
wells. I guess, it's time to go sort out my notes for revision tml. RAWR
jiayou lim jiaxin :)
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
:)
it's been quite a long day.
but I'm glad I've managed to get some of my things done.
so, I'm tired but happy and contented :)
Just now, I was waiting for my bus to get back to Singapore.
However, the bus took forever to arrive (almost forty-five mins; it's not the norm)
I didn't let it affect me much; was just wondering every now and then.
And keeping myself pre-occupied with the games on my BB.
then I got alittle irritated by this man.
(really just a little only; somehow my patience has improved tremendously again! PRAISE THE LORD! :))
He was with his wife. Quite of age ler.
He was grumbling. GRUMBLING AND GRUMBLING non-stop lo.
then, when the bus finally came, he was complaining that there was no bus conductor in sight.
Then he was scolding like NO IDIOT SITTING THERE TO INFORM OR ANYTHING.
then a bus conductor surfaced upon the arrival of the bus.
and he was daringly calling people an idiot.
and as usual, I feel so tempted to SCOLD him.
but was reminded by the Holy Spirit.
Somehow, I managed to recall this particular bible verse (I can't rmb my verses for nuts; when it somehow surfaces, it's always led by the Holy Spirit. THANK YOU, HOLY SPIRIT :))
LUKE 6:42 "How can you say to your brother,'Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."
So why is this a reminder to me?
Often, we are always so eager to judge and criticise others.
That we forget that, by doing so we are actually acting just like them.
When I used to read this verse long time ago, I see it as telling me to first check myself if I have any biasness towards others before pointing fingers at others for acting in an unfair manner.
but today, I saw another meaning to it as to, IF WE DON'T CHECK OURSELVES and just react as our emotions lead us (which we aren't supposed to) and criticise others,
we are no more than hypocrites, because we may be just acting the same way as the person/people we are judging.
and therefore, note to self: DON'T JUDGE, DON'T CRITICISE and DON'T REACT OUT OF EMOTIONS!
this is such a good reminder for me.
THANK YOU LORD! :)
this is very important to remember and put it into action;
because "..the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." (Galatians 5:22-23)
Thursday, September 16, 2010
busybusybusy :(
AHHHHHHHH! so busy with the never-ending projects.
RAWR!! :O
Shan't rant too much about it.
I HOPE TO CLEAR MY THINGS ASAP!!
JIAYOU LIM JIA XIN!
note to self: SPEND MORE TIME on His Word! (you've been reminded!)
Sunday, September 05, 2010
berry berries!!
yay! Finally gotten our berries ^^
it was such a berry long wait plus hassles.
but shant go into the lousy details..
the point is, boyfriend is happy and so am I ^^
Monday, August 30, 2010
Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things :)
So many ups and downs this year.
Kind of feeling weary :/
Lord, I pray for strength to get through everything.
For your guidance to lead me through it all with God-like patience, tolerance and love.
Amen.
My favourite bible verse (1 Corinthians 13:4-7):
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
Amen.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Cast your Burden upon the Lord and He shall sustain you :)
Words can hurt alot. Even if you don't mean it. Even if the person doesn't appear to take it to heart.
The subconscious impact of it still exist; somehow.
today, I chose to just follow what the Word says: "Cast your burden upon the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
I choose to forgive and to cast all my burdens onto the Lord, and He shall sustain me. Amen.
today, I also want to thank God for friends who are always there for me, encouraging me and lending a listening ear always.
and Thank God for Jeremy, who never fails to reassure me that I'm always well-loved and will always be.
Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord, for Your Unfailing Love:)
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